darkxhuntress' Journals on Buzznet http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[I'm sorry]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4736931/ That I haven't been on in forever. Other things have taken over my time here. Plus, some medical issues have popped up. I will be coming back (I hope).

]]> darkxhuntress Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-10-20T16:23:00Z <![CDATA[Patrick Stump was arrested and mug shot!!!]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4488011/ Fall Out Boy Singer Falls Into Jail

Posted Aug 26th 2009 4:15AM by TMZ Staff

Patrick StumpThe lead singer of the group Fall Out Boy was arrested tonight in Hollywood.

TMZ has confirmed cops busted Patrick Stump around midnight on a traffic warrant for driving without a license out of Beverly Hills court.

Nothing screams rock 'n' roll like being wanted in Bev Hills.

Stump is currently being held at the West Hollywood Sheriff's station on $15,000 bail.

UPDATE: Stump was released on bail around 4:30am.



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Updated...The mug shot





]]> darkxhuntress fall out boy patrick stump patrick vaughn stump Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-08-26T07:31:00Z <![CDATA[Time for another update]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4236761/ Still taking a break, but thought I would give another update. Went to the Rheumatologist. Not really helpful, but did get a diagnosis. After a life history and exam she told me I have Fibromyalgia. Too bad my other doctor wouldn't of listened to me in the first place. I told her that and she basically made me feel like I was losing my mind and that the pain isn't real. The Rheumy gave me a muscle relaxer and sent me on my way. No follow up. The muscle relaxer is not helping unless I want to be tired all the time and feel like I'm living in a haze. I stopped taking it and seeing my doctor tomorrow for my Bipolar meds and going to talk to her about it. I hate this pain, but I am living through it. Thankfully, I did find a message board that is really helpful. I'm not the only one dealing with fuck up doctors. Most doctors don't believe in Fibro. Ths Wednesday I'm finally going in for the sleep study. Maybe that will help some. Just add on more crap with my medical issues. Hopefully, I'll be back soon.

 

On a brighter note....True Blood was AMAZING tonight!!!

]]> chronic pain darkxhuntress fibromyalgia is this living Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-06-21T19:02:00Z <![CDATA[Leaving...for a week]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4197851/ I know I haven't been on here for awhile. I come and leave for a few days. I have made promises to people and have broken them. I'm dealing with a health issue right now and I don't know where it's going. Nothing fatal but it will be with me for the rest of my life. I see a specialist next Wednesday. With that going on yesterday before 7am the phone rang and it was my grandma. She went to the hospital. Thank god, it was nothing serious and she was able to leave but it scared all of us. I just need a break for awhile and think some things through. I may come back and post a photo or two. I hope the people that do care will still be with me when I come back.

 

I just want to thank you all who comment and leave notes...thank you. I may not say it enough, but it means the world to me. Thank you again.

]]> darkxhuntress Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-06-12T14:33:00Z <![CDATA[imPROMTu Week 4]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4187041/ Kiss And Control:

City Lights, Like Rain

Running Away

It's the only option for me

Do you care?

Did you ever love me?

My soul still reaches out

Yet, I hold back

Looking out

I see the lights

I look ahead and know I will be fine

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Show Me What I'm Looking For:

Save Me I'm Lost

Walking in the darkness

Alone and scared

Eyes are wide open

Pain continues to get worse

Where am I going?

Tell me

Walking away from you the final time

and into the light

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If It Means A Lot To You:

I Need You Here Tonight

Only one night

That's all I wanted

Why did you leave?

Time stands still

My heart breaks--only for a moment

Inside is my future without you

And I'll be fine

]]> darkxhuntress Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-06-09T20:23:00Z <![CDATA[imPROMTu Week 3 Starlight]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4175491/ Again I used a lyric

 

Far Away

Miles away you are gone

Please come to me

My heart is open to you

It always has been

My spirit laid out to you

Scared and hopeful

I know you'll be there tomorrow

]]> Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-06-06T19:56:00Z <![CDATA[imPROMTu Week 2: Spit The Dark]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4143961/ I picked a line from "Spit The Dark". One of my favorite songs off that CD.

 

Love Is Best An Allusion

Crawling from the darkness

I open my tired eyes

You are by my side

Right where you belong

I touch your hand

Warm to the touch

Yet cold

I look into your eyes

Nothing is there

'I love you' gets left behind

Vanishing--you leave me once again

Will I ever do a happy peom??

]]> darkxhuntress poetry Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-05-29T21:23:00Z <![CDATA[imPROMTu Week 1: Tainted Beauty]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4100141/ Tainted Beauty

Eyes that look like mine

focus into the mirror

Not ong ago you said

I was beautiful

Your beloved, is the words you used

But now

Does my beauty matter to you?

Am I beautiful in your eyes?

Can't come clean

Raising my hand to break the

Scarred image

]]> darkxhuntress poetry Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-05-17T22:10:00Z <![CDATA[Where has the week gone??]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4068801/ Just an update for those who read this stuff. This week started out horrible. Pains in my stomach that I have never had before. I finally got into the doctor on Thursday. I had some bloodwork done and it came back normal. The pain now is mostly just an ache. Nothing too bad. But now the headaches are back so probably be going back to the chiropractor on Monday. I'm just really tired of being in pain.

I'm hoping to post again soon. I haven't really done anything this week. Sorry for those who view my photos and journals. On a happy note...I don't have to buy pull ups anymore. Michelle has been totally potty trained for 3 weeks. During the day and at night. Woo-hoo! Also, the fish are still alive. lol

 

*edited...You know I was finally feeling pretty damn good today and then something happened and I'm mad, upset, pissed, etc. Why do people say shit behind your back? I'm so fucking tired of this shit. Anyway, just needed to get it out.*

]]> darkxhuntress life Buzznet darkxhuntress 2009-05-09T07:32:00Z <![CDATA[It went well!]]> http://darkxhuntress.buzznet.com/user/journal/4030871/ Only a few of you knew that on Thursday I went away for a 5 days. I guess I'll start from the beginning. In January I met a guy on the net. It was after I finally said no more. I was done with the internet and finding "love". We chatted and talked on the phone. Actually, more on the phone. He lives about 4 hours away and we decided to meet. I was actually very surprised that I wasn't nervous. He has some issues, but hell so do I. I had a really amazing time. I can't wait until we meet again. We don't know when we'll be able to get together again. :( I really miss him. It was only 5 days, but damn I feel like I left a piece of myself there.

I don't know if things will continue to go well. We are still learning about each other. I want to move out of this damn town and he mentioned about moving there. It won't be for a year at least. He lives where my uncle and aunt use to live. In high school I wanted to move there. I'm just scared something will happen. It seems to always be the case. I just want to be happy and not worry about what will happen.

 

 

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